Wednesday, November 21, 2007
you live your life and i live mine || 5:57 PM
boy, am i glad i only have 2 papers left.
i'm sure i'll feel sour when everybody starts shouting and screaming tomorrow after bio. i already felt like that when there was a hint of that commotion on monday after paper 3. plus, i see "close" friends of mine just walking off without me to go and celebrate. and when they saw me eventually, they just continued sauntering away. some are becoming too close until some are "neglected". i guess i've to force myself not to care about these "trifling matters". anyway, i don't think i'll see or contact any of them after tomorrow. boon or bane?
i'll find solace singing with negativ.
you live your life and i live mine || 5:19 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
i've got 4 more papers and i'm acting as if its the holidays already. bleh.
happy birthday soe! (:
you live your life and i live mine || 12:57 AM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
bliss.
for a week.
my most hated subject starts next week. economics. not that it's hard. just that it's a 'humanities' subject, so the marking of the essays is subjective. different teachers have their own ideology. different teachers teach different things. diferent teachers mark differently. i doubt the '2 markers to a paper' policy by cambridge doesn't solve the subjectiveness of the subject.
its hard to be the last to officially end the a's. i end on the 29th; the last paper. what subject? econs. i want at least a merit. hahahaha, i can just continue dreaming; judging from my trifling knowledge of globalisation. plus,
'is economics a science?'
'do the assumptions underlying economic theories make economics useless?'
'what do you consider a normative or positive statement in economics?'
-_-
the questions i made up;
i do not know how to answer.
and i must rant about the grossness of the bio paper. who sets 3/4 of the paper on structures and functions??? cambridge. and it was all suggest this suggest that. how horrible.
i'm idling away.
you live your life and i live mine || 3:16 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
every day, before an A level paper, i sleep at 4am. not because i'm a hardcore mugger.
i just can't sleep. i end up prancing around my house; lying on the living room sofa; annoying my dog; and going back to my bed. the whole 'ritual' starts from 12am and its a vicious cycle occuring almost daily, hindering my ability to have the clarity of thought while attempting the paper.
oh my. there's a double paper tomorrow and i wonder how i'll survive math, the afternoon paper. i'll be drained by then even if i just manage to catch a 3h wink.
how? i pray.
you live your life and i live mine || 2:26 PM