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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

haven’t posted a long post for a long time. this is for you baby. hahas. sorry if i sound angry at some parts.

During school

hahas. teacher’s day? bah... i had to carry stuff to the classroom for my class party and then had to bring ms luah down the staircase to assembly. so malu. i even did the wrong thing by leading her back to her sit when we were supposed to stand in front. then when it was time for the party, i could sense that something was very wrong la. the class was all in bits and pieces and i as a chairman can’t do anything. seriously speaking, i don’t think i have any leadership qualities and am just doing the basic stuff as a chairman. needless to say, if my role as a chairman is lousy, my councillor role is worse la. probation also never do anything. need to be told what to do. the person who tagged that time was damn right la. i just suck and am not fit to be anything. needless to say, a chairman and councillor...

coming back to the class party, i was just sitting down sulking away la when matthew keep on zhen1 dui4 wo3. wherever i sit right, he will say that that seat is taken. i am like, whatever la... then the worst thing happened. the poor aiyun. cheer up gal! we didn’t mean to not include you in the organisation of the party. soooo sorry lots!

then mother tried to start a game but it was damn unsuccessful because the class was uncooperative. they were just doing their own DAMN STUFF. ungrateful maggots! WE DID SO MUCH AND THEY HAVE NO SENSE OF GRATEFULNESS! THIS IS UTTER RUBBISH. and when the class is ununited and stuff, it is ALL MY DAMN FAULT and everything just boils down to me in the end. i seriously don’t do anything. i have been told by some people that if our form teacher was somebody like ms lee, the situation would have changed for the better. well, if it hasn’t been done, nobody knows what the outcome will be. really must thank mother(elisabeth) cause if not for her, i think the class would be much much worse. i should change roles with her.

chia chia, be happy! results do not matter. its your hard work put in. as long if you have effort put in, regardless of what marks you get, you will feel a sense of achievement and sataisfaction. take me for example, all my chinese stuff are copied work la. my marks are nothing to me since i didn’t to anything to achieve it. so don’t brood over it liao k?

had praise and prayer session after that. damn squeezy la... the whole school squeezed into the hall. after that, went back to classroom to find out that the radio had been stolen. whoever that person is, please return it back.


After school

met zhenrong, nat and jeraldine so that we could go back to our primary school (PHPPS rox!) it was a useless trip cause all our ex-teachers left already. just went to explore. saw some of the graduates of 2001 there also. some capable person also went around collecting signatures to set up a PHPSS. he needs 50,000 signatures. hope you find them fast dude!

after that we were supposed to meet hui xian at like 1pm, but we left liao. so we went to cineleisure to watch AVP. called her along. hahas. she called nat an asshole. zhenrong and jeraldine couldn’t come cause they had personal stuff to attend to. hahas. took 174 to cine then met shilei, ei hsin, joce, dorcas, sy, bize at ljs. they were watching 13 going on to 30 and i wanted to watch that also. then sy bugged me to change ticket with him. hahas. i didn’t of course. then met hui xian and we all went to sembawang music centre.

met eileen, junqi, matthew (argh! Spoiled my whole day) and sam there. they had finished watching borne supremacy. so fast la they all. then matt(ahhh!!!!) and sam went to get tickets for AVP so that they could watch with us. nat told them the wrong row letter so they were sitting on E while we were sitting on D. hahas. damn funny la... hahas. the show was adventurous and exciting. don’t miss it! hahas. after the show, we walked around taka were nat wanted us to see undies as usual and hui xian was like “omg! only gals do that”. hahas. but we didn’t in the end and wasted time walking aimlessly around kinokuniya. didn’t see mr firhad though. Hahas. =p

spent a whole lot of crap time searching for a coffee house and they (not me) decided on delifrance. i wasn’t going to drink anything so it didn’t matter. when matt came back from buying his stuff, he dropped his chicken feu(don’t know what) and we like laughing hysterically la. no one saw it other than us though. it was retribution to me. hahahas *evil grin* spent alot of time there talking crap even though i was listening to nat’s maroon 5 cd. loves “she will be loved”. it rocks la... then i took 700 home while they took mrt. wonder what they were talking about on the mrt....... i’ve written quite alot. hahas. feel better to type it all out! i gtg. cheerios!

thank you for all your smses. really appreciate it =) miss going out with you. september hols are coming! look forward to it k? don’t brood over your unhappy stuff le la. call ya later k?


i’m really not surprised to see anymore bad comments written on my tagboard about me. I KNOW THAT I SUCK AND AM LOUSY. YOU DON’T NEED TO TELL ME THAT. HAPPY NOW?

you live your life and i live mine || 10:16 PM

Monday, August 30, 2004
hey! had no time to blog. blah... the usual things on everyone's blog la... hahas. hope the pic can be seen. seems that the music will have some virus which will infect the com... so i removed it. sorry to anybody whom i have offended! hahas. gtg. would love to write more if time permits. ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 9:45 PM

Saturday, August 28, 2004
everytime

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?


Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby


I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy


And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby


I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away


And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby





you live your life and i live mine || 10:59 PM

juz changed my template *yay!* hahas. think i'll stick to this one. but its stil not that finished yet. trying to put the tagboard in another scrollbox in which i do'nt know how to... hahas... pleading for help to anybody who knows how to =) ok... gtg. bye!

you live your life and i live mine || 10:55 PM

Monday, August 23, 2004
My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!


Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.




you live your life and i live mine || 8:26 PM

Friday, August 20, 2004
at last, after a mighty long break, i have the time to post.
my fingers were just itching to type again. hahas. there's 7 tests next week including my grade 6 piano pracitcal exam. i MUST juggle my time and have good time managemnt. i MUST do well for my tests and score well for my practical exam. i MUST not let my parent's money go to waste. i MUST acheive my goals. hahas... that's what adam khoo and his gang taught us at the study skills programme this monday-wednesday 7.30am to 9pm. learn quite alot from that. learning experience mah. hahas.

today during assembly. my class WON THE FUNFAIR FOOD CATEGORY. that means we get to have:

A 3 DAY 2 NIGHT STAY AT DOWNTOWN EAST + $300

thanks to everyone from 3A who contributed. yeah! hahas. then mother and ms luah went in front to get the prize. didn't feel that it was quite right for me to go in front. could take photo lor... hahas.... *regret*

anyway, i really pray that God will guide me along the way to gear up for the year-end exams and the upcoming tests. especially next week's piano exam. it clashes with my a maths. chemistry and history test =( i'm not going to school so i have to take it the next day. this is a prayer for everybody and anybody that i wrote. hope that it means alot to anyone out there.

Dear Father-in-Heaven,
I come to you this day to commit eveybody into your hand as we start our revision. For those of us who have not started, I pray that You will give us the sense of urgency that the exams are just around the corner. I thank You Lord for guiding us through this whole year and in the end, it all boils down to a few hours of exams testing our understanding of the subject. I thank You for being there always and forever for everyone of us whenever we are in need. And Lord, as we face the temptation of the worldy stuff, I pray that we will not we tempted and neglect our studies. I pray that You will grant us the ability to manage our time wisely and that when the day of tests or exams arrives, we know Lord, that you are with us, and that together with our studying, You will give us the results that we deserve to get. Lord, I personally pray that for next week, I will have the confidence to do well for my piano exam and grant me the determination to practice during the 5 days left. I also pray that for all of us that have tests next week, I pray that as we have studied, the answers of the test will come to our mind Lord.
Thank You Lord for listening to this simple prayer of mine. I know that You, Everlasting Father and Almighty God will always answer prayers. In this I pray in Jesus name, AMEN.


you live your life and i live mine || 10:25 PM

Monday, August 09, 2004
well, the esplanade fireworks wasn't as good as it seemed to be... quite short and LOUD!
hahas... it was deafening la on the 31st floor... singapore idol juz now was extremely funny la... especially the lemon tree person... hahas... have lots of homework to complete... so ciao! oops... forgot to say, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!

you live your life and i live mine || 10:24 PM

Sunday, August 08, 2004
yay! going to pan pacific hotel today to see fireworks! hahas... returning home tomorrow... ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 2:30 PM

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Friday, August 06, 2004
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you live your life and i live mine || 2:19 PM

Thursday, August 05, 2004
argh! so many things have happened since my last post. namely:

1. Choral Excellence Performance at VCH
2. Family Day
3. Founder's Day

so far these are the only main events that i have thought of... hahas... shall talk about the choral excellence thingy... i made many new friends... especially hui yi, ying cong and kai ping. it was extremely fun even though it was quite demanding. i juz realised today from p song's talk that i can only get 3 cca points max from international competitions, syf and choir stuff. and 4 points for attendence. 7 points is only a B4! argh. the other points muz come from outside cca contributions and i haven't even done any... i am so dead la...

for family day, we were supposed to be there at 8am. and instead, i reached school at 6.50am. the earliest from my class lor... chairman mah... hahas... no la... it was probably a mistake of mine for not hearing the annoucements properly... ya... and the day before, i had a council meeting about the touring thingy on family day and i didn't go coz i didn't hear the annoucements argh! another major folly of my... i was so screwed, luckily zhenrong told me wad happened so on that day, i had the chance to tour parents around the school... it was so fun la... then i had the class stall duty... i can regretfully and sorrowfully say that i didn't really help my classmates at the stall, even though i was there now and then to see the sales. i think the sales were damn good! many people were buying the ice-cream that the so kind sheng yang offered to sponsor like last year. due to his kind contributions, my class won the "most money earned for the food stall"award. i really hope we win it again this year! there was no prize last yr but there are prizes this year.

A 3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS STAY AT THE SAFRA RESORT WITH $150 SPENDING MONEY

hahas.. i think i got all the details all wrong.. all i know is that its juz a stay at a chalet la... hahas
3A, jiayous!!! thanks also to all the kind people who sponsored.
le jing: ice-lemon tea (1 can for $1 then 3 cans for $1) hahas.. very funny
sarah: mac n cheese
matthew: brownie
and many more who contributed to the fund given to us which was $400! (joanne:$200)

moving on to founder's day... hahas... saw many ex-fairsians from choir... so nice to see them all again! (: then the choir performed... i think it was quite bad la... probably due to the conductor??? hahas... he juz sucks la... i want mr yong back!!! then got a scolding from him n mrs ong about being too noisy and stuff... then headed down for a sumptuous birthday cake treat. hahas... the school's 116th cake still had leftovers.. so went to eat it... the colouring turned my teeth and lips blue! hahas.. then went to eat dinner with a few pple and my dad fetched me back... so tired...

then today, there was chemistry test... quite "easy" la... if u studied... i think i can pass... then got the tau sa piah money... wah lao... jiahan leave all the dirty work for me to do lor... now i muz go collect the money from all the basses... hahas... until now, i dunno how to contact chee yong... argh!!! stupid dumdum... ermz.. ok... still thinking about ITALY... here's a photo that was taken at riva del garda... enjoy... ciao!





you live your life and i live mine || 9:18 PM

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