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Monday, October 31, 2005
last day of october, signifying the start of the month of o's. just great. anyway, 4 days ago, i emailed acjc regarding my problem and up till now, i haven't received any reply. just makes me think that they'll never. back track abit to thursday.thursday was physics prac. hmm. its was okay la, since i already like "knew" the questions. then went out. felt unhappy about some stuff, but well, what can i do.
slacked at home on friday.
saturday, went with my mum to suntec's singapore learning festival to see my dad. he was in the nyp booth. then after that we went to marina square. its been revamped! looks real good. also saw the star idol finalists, the 7pm and 9pm cast of the shows on channel 8. haha. fans were crazy, ran everywhere their idols went, hitting into ignorant me. ate and went home.
sunday, went to jp after church. ate billy bombers and my stomach was really bombed. after that went home to sleep. i'm such a pig.
oh yes. i've been sleeping at 3am everyday just because of you! why is that so? only you know.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
went to school today for physics remedial. at the same time, wanted to talk to ms lim about my dsa thing. but today was the meet the parents session. so, she was busy. talked to mrs loh and ms wong. mrs loh really helped alot! she asked me to write letters and stuff and taught what to write. thanks alot!next, after physics, i went to moe to ask about the cancellation of dsa. thanks jeremy for accompanying me! (: they told me that i had to go to nj. i couldn't withdraw as it was over the withdrawal date. BUT, after the posting of jc to everyone, (mid december?) i can go and appeal to ac and transfer. that means, its like me transfering from swiss cottage to fairfield. hopefully, when i transfer, i still can choose any cca that i want. hopefully, i can transfer.
my parents want me to go nj. my sis keeps on telling me bad stuff about ac. i want to go ac!
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
today's chem prac was ok. luckily the extension question came out for prelims. mrs ang's smart! hahas. anyway, back to me digressing about the horrible dsa thingy that has caused me so much suffering. i totally agree with the article in the 2nd last page of today's Straits Times. we should not be accepting our offers so fast. in reality, we were only given like 3 days to think over it and accept? i also didn't know about any dateline to cancel it. moreover, there wasn't any thing stated on my contract that i signed about me not being able to cancel it. is that fair? what on earth is wrong about this dsa thing? like the writer of the article said, we should still be able to participate in PAE/JAE.grace, add me on msn. linuscce@hotmail.com if you have one. thanks.
Monday, October 24, 2005
just what have i gotten myself into? deep shit?ARGH.
why have i been making horrendous choices ALL my life? firstly, the choosing of secondary schools. i didn't put fairfield as any choice. secondly, the choosing of my humanities subject in sec 3. i swopped classes. thirdly, NOW!
i can't take it anymore. i NEED to go to ac. i called moe and the customer service lady told me that "anyone who is has not withdrawn before 5 august is deemed to have accepted the offer and cannot participare in PAE/JAE"
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
i must fight for my rights. just how am i going to do that?
i can't study!!!!!!
Sunday, October 23, 2005
okay. maybe i've made up my mind? but i still feel confused. thanks to everyone who talked to me! really appreciate it (: i can't sleep eat and study. i'm falling into a state of depression. what a timely time.thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks
Saturday, October 22, 2005
ok. i've deliberated, contemplated, calculated and excogitated. i still can't come to a decision. i'm in a dilemma once again. at first i thought i would all be ok. but when i went to ac's open house today, my mind was in a whirl. so i think i would pen (type) down my thoughts here as i keep on thinking about it and its affecting my studies drastically. i just can't concentrate!ac's open house was fun! i mean, i was i really welcomed there. it seemed to be just going back to fairfield. its almost the same type of culture. unlike nj, where most people are from rv. and most importantly, its a Christian school! i see bible verses all over the place to encourage and spur the students, just like my kindergarden, primary and secondary schools. i've been in a Christian school ALL my life. i find that it would be a drastic change to enter a school (njc) in which Christian values are not preached openly. then, there is chapel! i would definitely miss chapel if i go njc as i've had chapel in all my schools before. how how how?
but if i go to ac, then i would be letting ms lim, my conductor, down. she helped me enter njc through the auditions i think. and would be wasting 50 bucks for the dsa test. maybe, i would also miss choir ( i was thinking of joining swimming in ac) , going to all the other countries for competitions and stuff. and definitely singing.
the worst thing is this:
If I have accepted a DSA-JC Offer and want to withdraw so that I may participate in PAE/JAE, what must I do?
You must withdraw from your DSA-JC offer no later than
oh yes, i lost my handphone pouch together with a"livestrong" band at the ac open house, i feel damn lousy now. totalled maybe about 12 bucks. why am i so careless?
NJ OR AC NJ OR AC? CAN I CANCEL MY DSA?
THESE ARE THE PRESSING QUESTIONS!
my studies are affected. oh man. i'm so dead!
Thursday, October 20, 2005
i'm sinking into this endless abyss.why am i spending so much time on friendster and msn?
why am i watching so much tv?
why aren't i studying?
i'm too occupied with something.
why? why did i ask cheryl about that in the first place?
i made my own mistake.
now i can't take my mind off it.
o's have arrived.
am i crazy to be even thinking about that?
i want to be in the highest state of euphoria.
i want to be on cloud nine.
that's only if my wish comes true.
envious.
i know i should be happy with what i have.
but.
some things are just hard to explain.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
you are who you are for a reasonyou're part of an intricate plan
you're a precious n perfect unique design
called God's special woman or man
you look like you look for a reason
our God made no mistake
He knit you together within the womb
you're just what he wanted to make
the parents you had were the ones he chose
and no matter how you may feel
they were custom-designed with God's plan in mind
and they bear the Master's seal
no, that trauma you faced was not easy
and God wept that it hurt you so
but it was allowed to shape your heart
so that into his likeness you'd grow
you are who you are for a reason
you've been formed by the Master's rod
you are who you are, beloved
because there is a God!
linus chan
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