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Thursday, March 15, 2007
i'm apprehensive of what's to come next week. results and all. will i be disappointed and discontented when i get them back? after all, i studied real hard. and by real hard, i mean real hard. but not to the extent of a muggers point of view whereby 'real hard' means memorising everything in the notes. i know i studied hard because this is (hopefully was) the first (hopefully last) time when i had all the symptoms of stress. even though i kept on denying to my parents about feeling stressed (i deluded myself into thinking i didn't have it too), the symptoms gave it all away. nose-bleeds, heart palpitations, heart/chest pain, difficulty in breathing, et cetera.i feared for my life cause when i was in delusion, thoughts of dying early due to a sudden 'heart attack' appeared. reading the newspapers about the sudden surge of people dying due to these 'heart attacks' even though they have had a clean medical record. and yes, i thought that perharps they experienced those minor attacks (would angina suffice?) and kept it all to themselves. hence, nobody knew what the real cause was, cause they didn't live to tell their tale.
i felt that i was studying my life away. literally scraping pieces of flesh off me everytime i buried my nose into my notes. it was tough studying this hard for, as what i call it, a pathetic common test.
this fear of not improving from last year's common test and promos just grips my heart.
please God, stay with me.
hehe. on a lighter note, happy belated birthday jiahao! from your tag, i can see that you like the present very much! :poh yes, i haven't been replying my tags! so sorry! i shall do it now-right from where i left it. anyway, does my tagboard really have a problem? on firefox, i only can't see where to write the tag. but you can navigate it. its just beside the post button. on ie, i only can't see where the post button is. haha, just keep on clicking on the space beside the tag box and hopefully it'll be posted! (:
tag replies;
soph: hey thanks alot for everything! whoever the sexy loser is...
luan: thanks for your well-wishes! i'm really glad we won talentime! (:
nat: hmm, it seems as if we do't know each other already...
sam: hey i hope cts were fine for you! i'm glad that its all over!
jiahao: wah, you post alot lehhhh. i reply one by one la, since i'm your nice SL. hahaha. [pause] oh i shall only reply the most recent one. hahaha. yes. very long, very long. thanks!
claudia: hahaha. hello!
haha. i feel bad having to reply to stuff way back during orientation. haha. oops.
have a good day everyone! (:
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
i just watched something real metaphorical last night on arts central. since it was screened on national tv, i don't see any harm repeating it here.shots were taken from interviews with a botanist commenting on the Garden City project and a drama director commenting on the failure of the local Arts scene. it went like this, one after the other in the exact same sequence:
1.
botanist: we (the government) want to beautify the place by planting trees along the road.
director: they (the government) beautified the arts scene by building the Esplanade.
2.
botanist: we took the initiative to import trees from foreign countries instead of using local trees like angsana.
director: most of the shows at Esplanade are not local (imported). they are UFOs that come and stage their shows, and leave after sucking the money out of audiences.
3.
botanist: each tree is planted correctly.
director: singaporeans have been processed to become planted like trees of the same height.
the 3rd scene was to explain how there's this 'model singaporean' that everybody ought to be, and everybody will be copies of each other, which is compared to the plants which are of the same height.
this is roughly the gist of it. i really take my hat off to those who made the show. quite bold of them actually.
oh yes. take note: watch 300. don't watch the history boys if you're not british.
that's it guys. its officially 4 more days to horror. come to think of it, my hols are quite horrible already.
ah.. demented.
Monday, March 12, 2007
the 'school holidays' have finally arrived. just what i needed.bio spa during the holidays? sigh. njc njc njc.....
i guess i should be exhilarated knowing that i do not have to go back to school on sunday.
i find it extremely difficult to blog knowing full well that its dull and boring to pen a detailed illustration of my days. hitherto, not much of my posts have been my thoughts. its funny how many thoughts come to me when i'm not on the com and when the latter happens, the former doesn't take place.
oh well, i've got the week to get back my sane life, lest i become non compos mentis.
hello world.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
COMMON TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER.B FOR CHINESE A'S. I'M FULLY CONTENTED.
BUT.
I BELIEVE CHOIR SHOULD NOT START FULL-SCALE RIGHT AFTER CTS. IS THERE NO BREAK AT ALL?
I BELIEVE 12-4PM IS ALREADY TIRING ENOUGH WITHOUT ANY EXTENSION.
I BELIEVE SUCH EXTENSIONS SHOULD NOT BE BASED ON SOMETHING AS RIDICULOUS AS A SMALL MINORITY GOING FOR A CONCERT.
SMALL, AS IN REAL SMALL.
PERIOD.
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