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Monday, May 31, 2004
at least i know that i a few minutes time i would have an extra 16 hours to use the net... today had to wake up early to "face the music" well, for a maths actually and somebody... anyway, the sec 4s had their chinese o's today so saw a whole lot of them early in school today... went humanities room for the excruciatingly 4 hours lesson... but we had breaks which weren't quite sufficient i think... haha... lost my sense of concentration after half the lesson... ms lee actually finished chapter 7 of circles thingy in 1 day... unbelivable but it can happen...

after a maths went to queensway with jeremy, matthew and michael coz we were very sian diao... zhenrong called all those people who hasn't watched Shrek 2 to watch later at 5pm... i couldn't go coz it was a little late... if it was like straight after the lesson, i would have gone... in queensway went walking around and around meaninglessly until i fuifiled my urge of food by eating a popiah... it was delicious... but as the saying goes, when u are hungry, anything is delicious... if u have not heard of it, that means i made it up myself... haha... went home after that...

at long last i went to cut my hair... its getting hard to keep when its long... bad hair days... haha... must go to school tomorrow to do the chroeography for the concert... haiz... muz wake up befor 9am... hope i will see rachel again... she really reminds me of the Italy trip which i long to go back to... oh yar... the China people are leaving tomorrow(or should i say today? time check:12.08am) erm, today i mean... wish them all the best and bon voyage... thx for the people who tagged... really appreciate it! :)))))))))))))))))))

well, its over between........... getting late liao... mum's scolding liao... ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 11:54 PM

Sunday, May 30, 2004
yes! its going to be a new month and that means an extra 16 hours of internet usage! the damn broadband is still down :X its definitely a bore to stay at home... i am an introvert... nobody ever calls me out... instead i have to thick skin go and ask pple whether i can go anot... wad sort of life is this? :'( theres no more meaning in life... i do not wish to coop up myself in my room all day long and go
out only when there is a need to... choir's gone all turbulancy with twists here and there and knots to untie... theres just nothing left to keep me going... God? well, hes always there for me whenever i need him...

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well, so who are u mimi'fan, i wouldn't wanna ask her after all this. [haha... i noe liao... mabel tan!](added the next day) mindy, haha... we haven't got our tix yet... tell u when we get it kz? rachel, haha... thx for all that u've done... smses and stuff... but i think theres nothing tt i can do... i feel that whatever that's written up there is crap... a total crap... well, gotta sleep early for tomorrow... bb

you live your life and i live mine || 11:05 PM

Friday, May 28, 2004
Ok... i forgot to post what position i got in the report book... in the class, 5th... in the level, 8th... i am just so bored today... only went to chinatown to eat dinner... the rest of the day staying at home rotting away... only 2 more days then i will have 16 more hours to use the internet :) i think i am only left with 1 hour ++ to use...

Going for choir tomorrow... haiz... must wake up early in the morning... our concert is only 29 days away and we still have not done much... we are always like that... only when the event is days away, then we start feeling scared and nervous... just like what tiffany said, “why must we always be like that?” i really don’t know... might have to stay back tomorrow for quite a while to help to plan the steps for our Lion King musical :X we are singing:

Can You Feel The Love Tonight
I Just Can’t Wait To Be King
Hakuna Matata
Circle Of Life

I just find it impossible to plan the steps... i really don’t know wad to do now... read a book? play the com? All i know that there is Nip/Tuck at 11pm later... its about surgeons doing plastic surgery and their won personal life... anyway, i have nothing to type liao... just going to reply some comments made on my tagboard :P

Wanling, its one’s own personal opinion... haha... and i asked you yesterday whether i can link you and you said yes... aiyo... got short term memory is it? haha...

Thanks Natalina and Dorea,,, ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 10:40 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2004
haha... haven't been on to blog coz i can only use the net for 3 more hours for this whole month! my broadband on the other com is down... probably because of some virus which has infected that com for 2 months! So irritating... luckily that com still can use msn coz this com doesn’t have...so i have to like trouble myself and change computers here and there???

went to see ms luah with my dad today... grr... matthew was there first so we waited and waited... seemed like hours but it was only a few minutes... i pity those people who really had to wait hours juz to collect report book... she said positive things about me... thank God! on my report book, elaine lim wrote "well done! proud of you!" at first i thought it was luah who wrote it... but later she said that it was lim who wrote it... then she asked me to discuss crap things like "what can i do to improve"... gave the usual model answers...

after that dad fetched me home... reached home at about 8.15!!! so i went to sleep again... woke up at 11.15 to prepare for my piano lesson at jurong... after that took 198 to school for choir... was 1/2 an hour early... luckily met gabriel and sandee there... so we chit chatted until choir started... during choir, it was sectionals first... tenors and basses when to the room next door... at first marcus and michael were leading... then don't know wad happened... marcus got "kicked out" and mrs ong asked me to lead... haha! then everybody cheered... when combining the choir for the songs, i was like leading the choir to sing... so paiseh and embarrassing... dunnoe why mrs ong asked me to do it... she said that i did a great job... then after that, we had to plan for the choreography(crap spelling)... fiona and joan were in charge... hmm... joan is in-charge for most of the things... does that imply something? i am sure that many of us know the answer... anyway, we were too lazy to think of the steps so we arranged to meet another day to plan the steps... we are like so lagging behind??? anderson and anglican high have finished learning their songs and the choreography :(

watching ami now... i really hope diana wins! coz i really hate fantasia's attitude... and even though shes a Christian, shes a bad testimony coz she had pre-marital sex... can't wait to get the results!!!

my stupid dog bit my dad's new shoes... hes fuming mad and is caning the dog! serves him right! he has been biting my shoes also... all my shoelaces are torn... and one of my nike shoe is totally destroyed with bite marks everywhere... bit off the hole to insert the shoelace in... so how to wear? shoelace became so long and the shoe is so ugly due to the deformations cause by the... stupid dog :P

now alot of people starting blogs... well, good for them! But i do not have enough internet usage time to read them :(

so many voting things are going on... pray that God would lead my life for me! well, i gtg... not much time left on my internet usage... 2 hrs ++? ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 9:51 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2004
just finished my social studies SBQ... shall finisb he SEQ tomorrow then... today during class, i was slacking the whole time... when ms lee was teaching... i was half sleeping and playing :) i am supposed to collect the damn family day forms from the class and only 1/2 have passed up... dateline? tomorrow 1.30 pass up to general office... i am sure that the other 1/2 will forget to bring or lost the forms... 100%sure

i realised that now you cannot time www.anybody.blogspot.com, can only write http://anybody.blogspot.com cause i tried it on mine, mindy, fiona and a few other people and the link went either to 1,2 days ago posts, or the link was not found... well, maybe they changed it...

they are really like treating me better... no more crappy things that they did last time :))))))))

had alot of things to write... but i forgot already... byebye!

you live your life and i live mine || 11:39 PM

hey! just put some stupid photo in my sidebar... think that its really sucky... but i shall find more photos :) haha... a bit lame but, i am lame... ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 4:48 PM

Monday, May 24, 2004
ELATED!

lame title... anyway... so damn happy when ms luah passed around the results slip... even though i did so badly for my mid-yr, my CA pulled me up like shit... i got an average of 75.05% which was rounded up to 75.1%... i got 5th in class and 8th in the level! :))))))))))))) but, i realised that joanne also got the same % as me but she got 75.1 on the dot... so she beat me by 1 position for both! this is even worse when she beat aaron by 0.1% this time she beat me by 0.05%... haha... nvm... i am not so competitive (like real) haha...

can't wait to see what comments ms luah will write for me... anyway, she said today that there would be a class outing to Sentosa (argh!) on the 25th of June... meeting at Harbourfront @ 9.30am... i think she planned it herself... haha... we are going to have a secret one... shhh... haha... shall post it at a later date!

oh yar... so pissed off with that |_|*dlol person who tags on fiona's tagboard... she knows my full name and everybody elses who tagged to scold her... she tagged something horrible... about me f***ing her, fiona and janelle... bish! i am not so cheap as you... don't you ever tag on mine!

today, those 2 people were particularly good to me! i was feeling so so so high for the whole day! since they are sitting near me, i was like talking crap and horny stuff with them (they started it)... haha... if only it would be like that forever and ever! anyway, going to read book liaoz... bye!

you live your life and i live mine || 10:30 PM

haiz... sorry i didn't come and blog for a day or two... too busy... i just finished my stupid history thing... juz copied my exam answers which is a definte fail... also just finished a maths corrections... today already had so much homework... wonder how much all it really will be... haha... anyway, shall start with yesterday...

Yesterday, 23/5 Sunday

i went to church in the morining, mum wasn't feeling well, vormitting and stuff, so only me and my dad went... after service immediately went home cause i didn't want to meet any youth cause they had some stupid outing... i just feel that i don't fit into my church :(

after sleeping for 4 hours, went to Esplanade to watch the Hwa Chong JC concert... met up with carmelle, joelyn, andy, guorong etc at buona vista mrt... then went to SUNTEC to eat dinner... we were like so late, so we just gobbled down our food and ran like lunatics to the durian... so paiseh... alot of people looking... haha :P the concert "was just an OK for me... nothing much ya noe... well, overall its a OK"-->the stupid phrase always used by Randy Jackson... back to the topic... haha... yupz... the musical was just lame gals dancing around and andy was drooling away... reached home at 11.30... slept at 1am... well... i noe its lame, but i shall post another post about today... haha :)

you live your life and i live mine || 10:20 PM

Saturday, May 22, 2004
choir sucked for me today... no sec 4s... wonder how i will survive without them... sucked also for some other stupid reasons... after choir went out with andy to causeway point... so boring... orchard is the best!

so boring today... slept the whole day after coming back... its so hot and stuffy in my room... haiz... tomorrow school starts per usual and all the stupid lessons... anyway... i think its going through the test papers... oh yar... i have to collect those damn forms about the fun fair... if anybody is reading this, please remember to bring if not i will be in deep shit...

juz heard that the combined marks calculation is CA 20%, SA 80%... i think its rubbish... it should be 50% 50% as stated in the school diary... so shitty... no mood to type liaoz... byebye

you live your life and i live mine || 9:24 PM

Friday, May 21, 2004
juz came back from piano lesson... so pissed with |_|*dlol person... she actually scolded me and said that i like fiona... now her blog is very happening... especially her tagboard... full of vulgarities and stuff... haha... very drama...

anyway, i was so stressed in school today... firstly had to like keep the class in order for the whole day... stupid her highness had attitude and didn't lift a finger... the games were quite fun but quite unorganised... anyway its just a small thing... next, i had the biggest shock of my life... a damn funfair... i hate this sort of things when i am ********... we have had so many damn things this year already lor... lucky ms luah said that we had so many things to do so chose other people... haha

after school stayed back to do r n d project... mindy and the stupid sherri made us wait for 1 hour... hahaha.... in the end i also never do anything... i was irritating junqi... haha... very funny... drew a stupid looking face on her arm... die... later on ******* come and kill me...

got nothing more to write liaoz! ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 9:30 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2004
yoz! today was very unexpected... quite happy about it! :) Firstly, the stupid idotic person seemed to have read my blog and went through a total change... became much humble... probably because he got quite low... haha...

Secondly, ms luah told ms yow and ms hia was a good boy i am helping her to collect the forms blah blah blah... so paiseh... then she introduced me to ms yow... then ms yow said that she already had a "close relationship" with me... so freaked out... anyway, maybe ms luah read my blog also...

Thridly, Praise God for my results! was so scared yesterday about my results... haha... thx eunice, i really tried to take it easy... so the 1st period today was collecting back Chemistry... when i first saw the mark of the top piece(usually mine), i saw a 45.5/100... i was shocked... later on to realise that it wasn't mine(soooooo sorry lejing, if i have offended u!) i came to realise that mine was at the bottom and i got an A2... matthew only got 64... hahahahaha... evil... anyway after that was a maths... when the papers arrived, people who went to see the papers secretly said that i got 36 marks... dunnoe whether for the whole paper... so i was really anxious as i was queing up to ask for marks... when i went back to my place, i realised that total i passed... whew! chinese was the real killer... 1/2 the class like failed or just passed paper 2... luckily i got 60+/100... so i think louis pang really set the paper real hard! after that was recess and free period... was playing some forfeit game and i had to smell sherriannes shoe... anyway, i held my breath... haha... next was english! matthew and jinshun got quite high for this... i just got a B3...

anyway, here are todays results:

Chemistry -->71.5/100

A Maths -->62/80 = 77.5/100

Chinese -->64/100

English -->66.7/100

change in Biology! -->80.5/100

quite ok i think... mindy, i would gladly give these to you! haha... gtg... ciaoz!

you live your life and i live mine || 8:10 PM

Wednesday, May 19, 2004
STILL FUMING! stupid idiotic person... argh! jiahan juz called saying that there is choir tomorrow and to confirm the rumours, there is no choir election tomorow... whew! anyway, i wonder why everybody was so scared about it... juz a election only mah... anywayz... i heard that michael lai would become the next vice president... gd luck to him then :) anyway, i forgot to tell u my marks... staring form the 1st paper that i received:

*Social Studies-->20/30

*History-->12/30

*+*Combined Humanities-->32/60 :(

E Maths-->84/100

Physics-->74/100

Biology-->79/100

well, that's all... i bet tomorrow's one would be worse... andy, i really get 12 for history... wanling talked rubbish... haha... really scared for tomorrow's subjects! argh! oh yar... and i forgot to say something... ms luah gives me eveything to do... for example, collecting forms... for 3B right? ms lee helps huizhen to collect them lor... and today when i wanted to pass 12 miserable forms to her, she just said "pass all to me tomorrow ok?" i forced myself to say "ok"... haha... if she sees this i am dead... so shhhh...

Pris sent me a really nice poem... really thoughtful of her... she sent it quite sometime ago... here it goes:

U r who u r 4 a reason
U're part of an intricate plan
U're a precious n perfect unique design
Called God's special woman or man

U look lyk u look 4 a reason
Our God made no mistake
He knit u 2gether within the womb
U're just what he wanted 2 make

The parents u had were the ones he chose
And no matter how u may feel
They were custom-designed w/ God's plan in mind
And they bear the Master's seal

No, tt trauma u faced was not easy
And God wept tt it hurt u so
But it was allowed 2 shape ur heart
So tt into his likeness u'd grow

U r who u r 4 a reason
U've been formed by the Master's rod
U r who u r, beloved
Becos there is a God!


thanks! i gtg liaoz... byebye


you live your life and i live mine || 8:45 PM

i failed history :( i am in the last 10 in class :( such a traumatic day... i wonder how i am going to survive tomorrow... Chemistry, A Maths, Chinese and English... i am just so screwed... and i was in a very foul mood the whole day...

Firstly, i had to collect the answer scripts for like most of the subjects... and since i am register number 1, i am ALWAYS on top of the pile... so when i collect, i see my own lousy marks!

Secondly, got so many thing to do... collect wu zhou bao and question papers from class pigeonhole... so heavy! no la... not that heavy YET! then muz give out the damn newspapers which everybody doesn't read... the class didn't want it... so i had to do the dirty work of carrying it around until Martin saved me... anyway hes supposed to do it... chinese rep mah...

Thridly, all the teachers wanted ALL i repeat, ALL the damned answer scripts back... so after getting back the physics paper, i had to collect it back... on the way up to the classroom... you know what? i dropped all the scripts onto the stairs... luckily got some kind soul help me pick up... i wonder where the class com is when i need help...

Next, was our free period... while everybody was playing and talking crap, i was busy shouting at the class to also pass up their e maths and physics answer scripts... after that i was so busy arranging the papers and when i counted it with mother, a few was missing... again, i shouted, but nobody responded... so i had to go around myself asking... all the people with deaf ears gave me... but some people like the damned ass hole idiotic person sitting behind me was sulking away... what am i supposed to do? console him, make him laugh? no... i didn't! i shouted in his face... obviously he doesn't appreciate anyones concern by looking at him shout at Sarah "DON"T PISS ME OFF" when she was trying to cheer him up... great job MATTHEW CHAY! you got 68.5 for physics. i say again, 68.5! is it that bad huh? people actually got lower... hello??? and the sight of people consoling him irked me... IRKED ME! and the best thing is that... even though he sat behind me while i was shouting at people to pass up their answer scripts, he DID NOT. i repeat, DID NOT pass his e maths script to me! because of that, i got SCOLDED by mr ganesan... thanks ALOT! asshole... he didn't even offer to put it in himself... he asked ME to put it into mr ganesans pigeonhole myself! asked me to BUZZ OFF! AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! luckily the sweet and kind lejing offered to help me put...

i am sooooooooooooo STRESSED with all those damned work i have to do! additional stress, having to put up with that damned person... he even boasted to me that he bought wad board shirt and addidas jersey and now he has no money coz his blah blah blah... SCRAM!

you live your life and i live mine || 4:57 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2004
so scared for tomorrow... but i dun even know whether we will be getting back our results... all i know is that i will be in deep shit lar... i never collect the meet-the-parents form which was supposed to be passed up like last last friday? ms luah is going to blow her top! :X if we are getting back results tomorrow, i really hope that i won't fail anything and get As and Bs for all... i leave everything in God's hands at this point of time :) seek Him to find peace and rest in times of trouble... yupz!

theres something wrong with the pencil case! the zip is stuck! if i know i dun get the last one which was the display one...

go out, watch tv, play computer and read books -->this is my usual daily routine which i think will be from now till the end of June holidays... supposed to go New Zealand... but well, my sis can't book the tix... so not going liaoz :(

hahaz... rachel so funny... write me this "trial" testi with "hi" in it... anywayz.. wad do i actually want to write... erm... oh yar... going to watch Incredible Tales then SmallVille... hope i can wake up in time for school tomorrow ;9

i wonder how to put the no of visitors thingy... oh yar... put some moods thing on my blog (haha... copy fiona again) but it doesn't show... so irritating... wasted 1/2 an hour trying to figure out... haiz... anyway i am not good in this sort of html things... so it still hasn't appeared... going to the other com 4 msn... ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 9:38 PM

yay! finally! i bought the billabong pencil case i wanted from 77th Street... too bad didn't bring my 10% off card... went to lot 1 with people to eat lunch and other stuff... haha... i know the events not in order lar... oh yar... also went to the library to borrow books... got nothing to write about already :)

you live your life and i live mine || 3:07 PM

Monday, May 17, 2004
yoz! i juz came back from westmall... went with nabi, isabel, stephen, joel, aaron n bize to watch TROY... it defintely sucks man... give it 3.5/5... i think they give the rating because of Brad Pitt and Orlando Bloom... dotz lorz... Van Helsing is much better i think... TROY actually showed the butts of people lorz... sick... then after the show nabi, bel, shilei and bize went to buy prezzie for aiyun... i wonder why nobody did that ** ** :( then me and the rest went to see books... i borrowed some murder book... then after that went home...

i met my primary school fren at the MRT station... really glad to see her 1n 3 years... normally we only talk on msn... haha... exchanged numbers then i had to leave for my stop already...

well, my parents want to go westmall and they are asking me to go along... its like hello? i juz came back from there? anyway they left already... dunnoe going to do wad now... haiz... so boring :P well, i think i shall go now...

you live your life and i live mine || 4:04 PM

Sunday, May 16, 2004
omg! somebody did something really nasty to f...'s blog! f that person larz... consoling her now... :) shes better :)

anywayz... juz came back from airport... went there to fetch my sis who juz came from taipei... hahaz... all those people who are afraid of SARS, dun come near me tml... hahaz.. lame larz... wanted to go ECP food village to eat, but as usual, it's crowded with mass load of people... no space at carpark... so went to some ulu bedok place to eat...

my church youth has some ECP outing thingy next week... i am not going... very lame... i am a loner in church... no fren no anything... i want to change church but due to the very fact that i have there since i was a baby, i have been staying on... hahaz... i actually have a few frens la... but they seldom come one...

thx mindy! haha... stupid gabe... muz put crapy comments... anywayz, i found this mood thingy where u can put on your blog... i pasted the exact html on my template but it doesn't show... so irritating :S

mother yesterday sms me that tomorrow got class com meeting about the planning of the class chalet... but i juz got a sms that its canceled... hooray! :)

ms lee has homework for us... algeebraic thingys coz she said we were weak in that by looking at our a maths paper... going to do it now... 70 questions... 10 more to go! hahaz... tomorrow got listening compre and i am GOING to study for it... see who believes me... hahaz... ciaoz!

you live your life and i live mine || 8:34 PM

Saturday, May 15, 2004
hahaz... back from dinner... so full.... so happy... my grandmother gave me my birthday angpao... $20... i know quite little larz... but nvm... packed my room's study table... now very neat and tidy... haha! self-praise... anyway... missed the last episode of "an eye for a guy" coz of exams... i know its a lame show but i am a tv addict... not yet a couch potato... coz got school la... haha... hoping to go out with andy and gabriel tomorrow after my church... ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 9:52 PM

SECOND CHANCES
Michelle Branch

Sometimes we get second chances
And sometimes we never make it past the first
It really makes you wonder why something’s happen when they do
It really makes me wonder why it wasn’t me instead of you

And when you say
It doesn’t matter well it does
And all it takes
Is a mistake to eat your words
Just one more time I think I’ll drive on home tonight

Sometimes we never see the warning
And the voice in your head tells you not to go
It really makes me wonder why something’s happen when they do
It really makes me wonder why it wasn’t me instead of you

And when you say
It doesn’t matter well it does
And all it takes
Is a mistake to eat your words
Just one more time I think I’ll drive on home tonight

And when you look its gone its too late to turn around
And it’s another day facing yourself and the things that you’ve done

And when you say
It doesn’t matter well it does
And all it takes
Is a mistake to eat your words
Just one more time I think I’ll drive on home tonight

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i juz love her songs... i know quite outdated lar... haha... yay... going to eat seafood at turf city later... wud be back to tell u about more! ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 5:03 PM

finished playing SIM Tower... built a cathedral on the 100th floor... all the SIM games are very fun actually... eg:
SIM: Park
City
City 2000/3000/Unlimited
Tower
Ant
Theme Park
Earth
The Sims etc...
damn fun! unfortunately, my com juz cannot open The Sims... it says something about short of memory or something like that... i juz love games that u can build stuff... building your empire blah and stuff... i also like Roller Coaster Tycoon... haha... may juz play that after lunch... kk... gotta eat lunch liaoz.. tata...

you live your life and i live mine || 12:34 PM

Friday, May 14, 2004
Yay! People tagged in my tagboard... haha... thx people... haha... this is my record number of times i tagged in 1 day... i juz have nothing to do and juz on my com... my com also got nothing to do... haiz... mid-yr papers were such a killer... especially chinese... for paper 2, i couldn’t even do 10/20 of the hanyupinyin thingy... i prayed to GOD and thankfully he granted me wisdom to do 13/20 of the questions... must really thank Him for guiding me through all my papers... no matter how good or bad the results are... Praise God! Didn’t have chapel this week... miss singing the songs coz my church doesn’t sing those sort of contemporary songs... oh ya... next week also no chapel... alignment day  aww... then the next day go and collect results! Argh! Haha... anyway... going to watch Blueprints “Amnesia” kk... bye! thx evan see for ur msg!

you live your life and i live mine || 10:30 PM

hahaz... back home 4 a long long time liao... coz i was doing up and shifting the position of my tagboard... haha... after i revamped my blog, my clock cursor went missing :( oh yar... also haven't tag in a long time...

went to watch Van Helsing at Cathay Cineplex... damn nice show... i give it 5/5 stars... really good... then after the show my mum urgently called to ask me to come home coz she didn't bring the keys with her... grrr... so when the rest went to play LAN, shop, or watch another movie(siao!), i went back with Joel and Bize... not that bad lar... at least didn't have to go back myself...

Van Helsing was about this man on a mission to vanquish a vampire... storytales about Frankenstien, Count Dracula, Transylvania all was included in the show... very funny at some parts... Eegor(servant of Count Dracula), when Van Helsing asked him to do something said "No, i am not" in this sickly monotonous tone... then after Van Helsing threatened to kill him, he said "Yes, i am" in the same tone... even though it was a quite intense moment, this incident made laughter surround the movie theatre... haha...

well... have music lesson later... haiz... have to go and practice... since "practice makes perfect"... wonder who made that phrase :X ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 5:34 PM

yay! exams are finally over! with the exception of chinese listening compre... am blogging at jinshun's house... coz going to watch movie... hahaz... have to go liaoz... tata

you live your life and i live mine || 10:01 AM

Saturday, May 08, 2004
grrr... tagboard has been down for the whole day... was cooped up at home for the whole day... so sianz... did very little revision... on physics and stuff only for like 1 hour +? then the rest of the day was playing this extremely old game called "SIM Tower" which i got hooked onto again and watching tv... i've been watching the news lately... dunnoe why...

just watched joe millionaire... its like causing tension between the different European countries as all the women are from different countries... quite stupid... i bet its some ploy like the The League Of Nations and USA didn't join so it failed... wadeva la... i am talking crap...

many people have not updated their blog these few day... must be all mugging for the exams! i have not even started chem and chinese... maybe just going to look through tomorrow only... quite confident of a maths... even though i haven't practiced doing it at all...

i feel a sense of pity for jiahan ever since i heard on last wednesday that he went for operation even though i didn't mention it in my previous posts... hope he is really doing fine... seems that he has 10 days mc... so poor thing... have to miss school... hope he can catch up when he comes back to school :)

my sis just left for dunnoe where... she hasn't been flying off for a few days already... so its time for her to go! hahahahaha... i have been used to her not being at home... so evil... anyway... she always buy truckloads of foodstuff back and nobody eats them... chocolates, sweets, potato chips, nuts, biscuits etc... so i bring them to school... sometimes give people as presents! haha... then if nobody eats them, i have to eat it... argh! making me fatter...

anyway... have to sleep early to wake up to go to church tomorrow... i think my church would have some special remembrance thingy for Mrs Caroline Lee as she's from my church... well... blogged enough... NiTeZ!

+1 more day to the 2nd day of exams+

you live your life and i live mine || 11:01 PM

Friday, May 07, 2004
back from piano lesson... haiz... my teacher so understanding... knew that i had exams so i didn't practice... i was like slacking the whole day... after typing this afternooon's blog, went to sleep until 6pm then woke up and ate dinner then go for my piano lesson then come back and watch tv... and here i am... 5 more mins to Survivor! very scared for chem and chinese... die liao... haven't studied them at all... i am very happy that ms lee and mr ganesan changed the maths marks! for a maths, under one test, i got the highest for the whole class... dunnoe wad tt was about but it surely did help pull my 19.5 up by alot! the kind mr ganesan didn;t count in all those surprise test which i failed... hahaz... so good... hahaz... off to watch Survivor liaoz... oh ya... the prinicpal from St Marg's is from my church... quite sad of her passing away... she was in my church since i was a baby... anyway... ciaoz!

+2 more days to the 2nd day of exams+

you live your life and i live mine || 9:52 PM

yay! the first day of exams are over! i wrote the compo question that almost everyone chose... personal recount of being very disappointed over a broken promise... haha... i wrote crap larz... i think i wrote out of point for the stupid newspaper report... band b had hints by ms hia that this was coming out and ms luah didn't even tell us anything! how unfair... i wrote about busking for the ST pocket money fund which was wrong according to some people... they said that the question ask for our school... not ST fund...

ss and history like totally screwed up... ss not that bad larz... but history was such a killer... i didn't even know how to do the questions... if i noe i shud have remained in B class taking geography if not for that damned person whom i could not bear to leave...

after exams went to clementi with jeremy to eat lunch... met the B gang + fiona and janelle... hahaz... bought my mum a present from watsons... hahaz... only $2.90...

might come bck later to blog... not mugging now... playing com games... ciao!

+english paper 1. social studies. history+

you live your life and i live mine || 2:44 PM

Thursday, May 06, 2004
hahaz! blogging during lee lek kee's lesson... supposed to do some internet crap work but i just can't be bothered!

9:03pm-->using this morning's blog to write again... tml's history... the worst... and i didn't bring my textbooks home... only notes... die liao... i am too lazy to study... how??? argh!

+1 more day to exams+

you live your life and i live mine || 9:42 AM

Wednesday, May 05, 2004
the ami now showing is quite boring... so i decided to come and blog... i bet at this time, everybody is mugging and chionging for friday's exams... me? i still am relaxing... watching tv, playing com and stuff... ya... my parents also never ask me too study... haha... anyway its my decision whether i want to study anot...

i am so saddened by my ppr for CA... its like in term 1 and the term 2 ppr marks are 10 to 5 marks apart??? my whole average is going to come down manz... for today's physics test, i am going to get borderline pass only... i left 1/2 of the 2nd page blank coz i didn't know the damn formula... must be becoz i haven't study yet...

so pissed with the 3 BASTARDS and the DUMA in my class.. shan't mention names but they are really getting on everyones nerves... its like a gang of boys headed by 3 people... 2 permanent ones and one rotating among the DUMA ... alot of people whom i've interacted with should know about this... and if anyone tries to like join in their discussion, they will discuss bad remarks about you... shit them all... they said that i have gone hunting for sources for the questions of the midyr papers... when i sarcastically agreed with them, one said that he has gone hunting for O lvls questions... i was like wadeva then i went to talk to jinshun, jeremy etc... who are equally pissed off with them...

+2 more days to exam+

same as before! haven't actually studied anything especially chemistry... haha! i got 2.5/10 for my test! pro right? pulled my marks from 76 to 69... well, blaming iit on my Italy trip again... seems that those people to went to Italy did equally badly... so i am starting to think that it really is the Italy trip...

another PUBLIC APPRECIATION to mother... she helped me to do something... forgot liao... haha... today after pe, we played captain's ball with some class people and we both didn't really get to touch the ball at all... so much for...???

not studying again... going to watch tv! yeah! ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 9:06 PM

Tuesday, May 04, 2004
sorry... hahaz... i had to rush off to watch "Incredible Tales"... see , did not study... haiz... going to sleep now with lots of worries about the exams... most people are all chionging for their midyrs except me and maybe fiona... well, niteZ>..

+3 more days to exam+


you live your life and i live mine || 10:42 PM

yoz... quite a fun day today coz it was total slack... e maths, did some questions... chinese, did some worksheets... chapel, watched veggie tales! haha... bio, listened to ms lim talk... a maths, went through hw... english, went through "how to write a personal recount"... for the periods that i was supposed to do work, i didn't even do at all... so slack... haha... and the exams... argh! dun wish to talk about it...

after school went to lot 1 with michael and jeremy... ate at macs and michael had to rush off to tuition... haha... was late by 1/2 an hour already...

read lots of blogs saying that their com break down or hang on them when they are posting... haha... so funny! hope that doesn't happen to me...

i am still in the "days of Italy"... met rachel and wanling on the train back... talked about the good ol' days when we were carefree except for Loong! (Rachel, remember? haha)unforgetful reminiscences?(did i spell it correctly?)
argh! this is really affecting my school work! slacking the whole day... when i came back from lot 1, i slept then watched tv, the blogging now, then going to watch tv again... my whole world just revovles around the word "slacking"


you live your life and i live mine || 9:48 PM

Monday, May 03, 2004
hahaz... today was napfa... supposed to report at 1:15pm but had to go for remedial lessons starting at 7am... so much for "have a good rest"... shall start with the start of the day... woke up late so was 2 mins late for a maths... luckily ms lee never scold and i didn't miss much... i saw everybody copying the notes on the board and i didn't... all copy before... dunnoe wad the use... i think listening to her is better...

then after a maths was physics at the lecture theatre combined with 3B... can imagine the amount of noise that we made... haha... we were supposed to do the tys on Turning Effects on Forces... and i like didn't know how to do 3/4 of the questions :/// then sarah said that the bio remedial was cancelled coz ms lim's duty had clashed with the lesson... so had 4 hours to napfa after the physics lesson...

went together with stephen to jinshun's house to revise and do work...while all the other boys in my class played soccer... then after that went back to school... on the way back, i received a call from Elisabeth saying that she had found something tat i had left on top of the locker... wallet, textbooks etc... and i left my physics textbook on top... really have to THANK her... if u r reading this, this is a PUBLIC APPRECIATION to you for always finding my stuff... i could have like lost $50 if not for her...

at school had a chat with Wanling about stuff and i was late to queue up in the hall... grrr... nvm.... found out alot... ok, now about napfa... the stupid physical fitness test

the 1st station was sit-ups... did 46... not bad... next was standing broad jump which i failed miserably... only got 188cm :( next was sit and reach... the easiest... i got 43cm... i wonder how Sherri could get 49cm... next was chin-up for me... grrr... i couldn't even do one at all... then mr chia said "thank you for your participation"... yup.. proud that i "participated" hahaz... then it was shuttle run next... while running, i felt that was like held back... dunnoe by wad unseen force... in the end i got 11.2s... so lousy... anyway, if i fail one station, i fail all... hope that i can do better in retests... hahaz...

going to watch eye-for-a-guy... the stupid low class imitation of "the bachelor"... hahaz... but i still watch it and laugh... i am disgusted by the fact that everytime when that bikini gal gets a present, she always says "thank you" in the sick voice... argh! nvm... i am not suitable to comment on such things coz people like matthew comments on my... dotz... then after that going to watch America's top model... not gonna study AT ALL!

+4 more days to exams+

ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 10:02 PM

Sunday, May 02, 2004
going to airport to pick up my mum later... finished reading half of "the secret diary of adrain mole aged 13/1/4"...Gabriel--> sorry i nv reply to ur sms coz i have no more free ones... haha... yupZ! its a very funny and interesting book with "big n bouncy" inside.. haha... fiona revamped her blog! so cool... i wonder where she went to get the html from...

was looking through the photos of Italy... i reaLLY really want to go back... no school, no worries, have fun the whole day... i really miss the people who went there...(my frens)... i hope theres a chance when we can all meet together again... for the 1st time i want choir...

Loong put me in charge together with Joan for the choral excellence thingy... when i heard my name, i was like... what? i do not want to have like more responsibilities... nvm... its during the holidays... so i dun have any school responsibility... i still remember wad Loong said to me in Italy... "I feel that u have leadership potential, so i put u and ***** together as roomates becoz i want stephen to mix around with other people as he has been sharing room with ***** for the past 5 days"... i was like wadeva and i reluctantly agreed to the rationale given to me... i was roomates with Nic and Loong just had to spoil all the fun... no more late nights... and worse... *****was like snoring SOOOO loud ALL THROUGH the night... i couldn't even sleep... i realised that i could not share a room with Nic anymore... but, thanks to the delay at Paris, me and him went to register at the counter to share a room... haha... and ***** had to sleep by himself... thinking about sleeping with ***** make me wanna puke... argh! sick... i REALLY REALLY miss the days in Italy... but not the times when Nic n grp pissed me off...

I'm glad I made really good new frens there... eg. natalina, evangeline goh, rachel.... haha... at the table we would laugh the whole time... i really miss those moments... and i must thank them for giving an "ELLE" magazine on my b'dae which was very SIMILAR to the one i saw in Paris... haha... thanks again!

i cannot keep on dwelling on these memories as the midyr exam is like only in 5 days... it is definitely affecting me in studying (which i haven't at all)

i really like this song which i think is quite old... its by Michelle Branch

GOODBYE TO YOU
Michelle Branch

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

We the stars fall and I lie awake
You are my shooting star

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yupz ... good bye to the memories about Italy for the time being i hope! going to dwell in my misery... ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 4:40 PM

Saturday, May 01, 2004
haha... i am back from eating tons of sushi... as usual... i am not studying and i am not planning to... i juz wonder how other people are coping? i think some people are studying franctically, fliping through loads of books and feeling very stressed out... me? nah... i am juz relaxing and not studying at all... my method is last minute. the day before the exam then i study... of course i know that that will cause my downfall... but i dun care... i do not want to stress myself out, pulling out my hair like a stupid idiot... hahaha

i found out that i got a 12.45s timing for my napfa! i am so.....elated... i've never gotten that timing before in my ENTIRE life... my best was always 14++... but... its still a D, so i don't pass if i go according to school rules... anyway, i can't do pull up.. so wad if i get a C for running? still fail... i can't even do one pull up... juz my luck that my birthday is juz one week before the napfa test... even with support i think i can only do 2... :(

bought the "secret diary of adrian mole aged 13/1/4" haha... going to read it now instead of studying and watch tv until 1am later... ciao! +not studying!+ haha...

you live your life and i live mine || 9:18 PM

haha... i added another addition to my blog... see if u can guess... haha... thanks fiona! i have been slacking the whole day without even touching my textbooks... haha... off to sakae sushi... bye!

you live your life and i live mine || 5:08 PM

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