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Friday, December 31, 2004
ok. this is my last post of the year. have done alot of thinking these few days. self reflecting on what has been going on this whole year. hmm. ups and downs and usual i guess.

i think i better start focusing myself on what is realistic. instead of dwelling in small little dreams. people whom you want to make friends with but rejected the friendship, and you stubbornly hold on to it, thinking that one day that that person will become your friend, i think it time to face the fact that they don't want to be.

well, that's life. the year's coming to an end in about 3 hours. i've throughly enjoyed this year, 2004, with everybody involved in my life. a BIG SHOUTOUT to that everybody. its you who make my life more interesting, and sometimes hard to cope with. thanks alot guys (:

resolutions are made for the new year. i doubt i have alot. just that i will try my best for the o's. yup. and try to make friends with people. hmm. ya. that's about all. new year new beginning i hope. the countdown begins....

you live your life and i live mine || 9:18 PM

Saturday, December 25, 2004
BLESSED CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :)

thanks to all who wished me greetings!

wanni jovin natalie gabriel mother enoch esmonde sihui aaron sherri rachel joel lin pris victor dorea junqi sam for your wonderful smses :)

natalina lois kimberly fiona mabel for their msn greeting :)

sihui for your e-card :)

pakee for your card!

thanks alot everyone! really means alot. sorry for those whom i've missed out. THANKS ALOT FOR EVERYTHING =)




you live your life and i live mine || 9:30 PM

Thursday, December 16, 2004
great! its settled! after endless days and hours of walking around ikea, i am getting a room revamp. its crazy. ikea is like my second home this whole week la. going there everyday for like 4 hours each day. measuring this and that. eating swedish meatballs. and finally today i got my furniture. yay! spent almost $2000 though. going there again any day this week to buy the not so bulky stuff. thanks alot daddy! :)

after ikea went to suntec to meet steph. we were late for like 25 mins for ocean's twelve. then there was another slot at 4pm. but at the same time, national treasure, the show that i'd been so dying to watch, was also at 4pm. hahas. steph wanted to watch and i wanted to watch national treasure. talked "calmly" on which show we should watch and in the end i "won". hahas. national treasure so rocked! it's like the modern day indiana jones. i like this kind of shows. thrilling and adventurous.

omg. i sound like a spoiled brat. getting what i want. but i can assure you that i am definetly not one.


homework's not touched yet. according to everybody who has started, there's alot to finish.

i am dead :x

you live your life and i live mine || 9:16 PM

Tuesday, December 14, 2004
hahas. ok. i'll start with yesterday. there was choir at 9am. went to school with a big bag of christmas tree balls? hahas. dunno what you call that. during choir i gave those out. hahas. welcome to all those people who said thanks. hope you appreciate it. hahas. and THANKS to all those people who wrote me testimonials. hahas. i will definetly write back :)

now choir is getting more fun. with mr yong back. and the new song that we are learning. its definetly getting ms lim happy. hahas. and with her happy, choir would be more enjoyable. after choir went to cine with esmonde sam nat and evan. actually ate kway chap at the food court at cine. tsk tsk- going all the way there to eat kway chap at such an outreagous price. definetly not my type. too bad i just had to follow. hahas. wanted mos burger sooo much! am just in love with the ice milk tea and fries.

at heerens' flash and splash, saw this sling bag that i so want. priced at $65 bucks. probably too expensive. hahas. all of us were looking at things we liked there. then calculating how many friends we need to help us buy the stuff if each of them paid $5. so i need 13 people. hahas. i can probably dream on. bah! then each of us gave sam $5 for her eeyore stuff toy. that's one person settled for christmas. hahas. but my real present to everyone was the christmas ball. really took a long time to write the names and stuff. my fingers hurt. hahas.

went wisma and ate this cappucino ice cream from kfc. okay la. not that bad. came back home and slept the whole day away.

today. went to school for mentoring department meeting. only like 5 people went. quite pathetic la. but we could well manage it. hahas. wrote names on invitations card. hmm... am i getting better at decorating :)

came back home and saw to letters on the table. one is from edusave scholarship. yay! i am getting $500! then second is the EAGLES award! omg!!! i am so shocked! i never dreamed to get it. its worth $150. yay! i'll be getting $650 next year. hahas. okok. i gtg already. ciao! :)

i haven't started homework. oooooooo i am so dead!


you live your life and i live mine || 5:38 PM

Saturday, December 11, 2004
hey. looks like my ceiling is not high enough for the bed. only 80cm+ left for me. can't the legs be sawed off to make it shorter or something? i don't know...

today mr yong and ms lim came for choir. she actually removed lux aurumque AND karimata. how maddening. memorised it for like nothing? and instead, now she chose the sickening cui dong cui. and some new song called ave maris stella, which is ok. can't be bothered. as long as we get the gold, any song could do just fine. after choir went bp plaza with pakee and ate mos. like their fries, milkshake and milk tea. delicious. then went popular to buy my silver colour marker for writing names for the presents.

crapped around with my blog. changed colours and stuff. hahas.

going to my uncle's house later to celebrate my grandfather's birthday. i want to write the names on the presents already. gtg. bye!!!! :))))))))) hahas.

you live your life and i live mine || 2:03 PM

Thursday, December 09, 2004
halo. sorry i haven't been updating for a few days. nothing been going on except for class chalet and choir. today ms lim took away our lux aurumque. i want it so much la!!! wah lau... my favourite song. haiz. today's workshop with river valley and anderson was a real learning experience la. especially river valley. do you know that we were like river valley in the 2003 syf!!! this year's choir is such a disappointment. its in such a horrible state. i dun deny that i am faultless. but.....

went to clementi to eat with nat evan sam es and ter. j just uninvitedly tagged along??? then after that went to sam's house. she has a neww queen sizedd bedd!!! hahas. i also want! hahas. played funny tunes on her keyboard. played asshole dai dee next??? hahas. i was king for the 1st round. still remember the strip dai dee that i played in italy..... then played name game. i was evangeline, kylie minouge and captain planet! hahas. damn funny. left earlier cause my parents fetched me to go to ikea.

ate swedish meatballs and chicken wings. highly fattening!!! hahas. then went to walk around cause i want to refurbish my whole room. then i saw this cool double decker queen sizedd bedd!!! its like the bed is on top and you have to climb a ladder to get to it, then below is empty space. hahas. since its wooden i am going to stick some metal pieces to it to make it look futuristic? that's if i get it
la. thinking to far. hahas. ok. i gtg. so tired. been sleeping at 3am these days due to somebodyy`` byebye//


you live your life and i live mine || 9:53 PM

Tuesday, December 07, 2004
look at the time. hahas. just came back from class chalet. blog again later(12 hours later but same day). bye! [hee hee. i broke my promise. sorry!]

you live your life and i live mine || 1:37 AM

Saturday, December 04, 2004
hello. just came back from my workplace, the petals! ate dinner there and i saw all my friends! hahas. so funny now that they come and serve me. mr issac gave me and my family each a welcome drink again. how nice of him. this time it was shirley temple. yum cha la is very nice! orange juice mixed with lemon tea. a perfect combination. hahas.

today had sectionals at 7.45am. then ms lim came for choir. at least she wasn't so angry this time. then after that had a argument on where to go to eat lunch. clementi, king albert park and jurong point were the places that were suggested. in the end we went to jurong entertainment centre. then poor lanz had to go dover to eat on his own cause he had to be back in school. hahas. rachel felt guilty and kept on apologising to him. something's fishy.....

ate pizza hut. hahas. i paid only $4. quite bad la. considering pakkee had to pay $20+ hahahahahaha. omg. i am sooo evil... then went jurong library and chit chat...

came home, slept like a pig. tomorrows class chalet! meet at 3pm at pasir ris interchange k. going to play runescape. hahas. old fashioned la.... ciao!

you live your life and i live mine || 10:46 PM

Friday, December 03, 2004
another longgg day today. hahas. got up at 9.30 cause i had to collect books from cassandra at 11. thanks alot cassy!!! :))) thanks for giving me the books last year and this year. thanks alot!!! haven' t seen her for so long le. hahas. still looks the same. then after that took 187 to my piano's teacher house for lesson. i really don't know whether to take my grade 7 next year or the year after next. really confused la. scared that next year's o level will be affected by my piano exam :x

then took 198 to school. 1pm already only got me lois joelynn and sam there.waited till 1.45 i think. for everybody to turn up except terrence who came at 1.45. created new actions for our choreography for jingle bell rock. think it really rocked! hahas... took mrt all the way to singapore expo for the competition. 1 hr sian down there in the train. reached le then realised that today only got us and some canadian international school "competiting" with us. but i think that we're better than them la. today's not the "real" competition cause everybody (7 teams) will all go to the finals? hahas. quite lame la... then there was this condom thingy in which one of the judges saw us playing with. how embarrasing. right below there is some funny thing which i just thought up of... hahas. its about lanz.

performace was good. hahas. luckily i didn't screw up the actions. after that went to some sportlink fair. hahas. bought a nike shirt for 20 bucks only. then took mrt to harbourfront to eat. pakkee and terrence couldn't come. ate macs. then after that lois parents fetched me rachel and esmonde to queenstown mrt. then esmonde say that ms hia lives there then he called her. he talked to her for like 20 mins la... very long. then rachel keep on denying that she's with us.

damn tired now. hahas. watched survivor. good. ami's out. haha!

The Files of the Condom
source a " i found a booklet of the brand okamoto, which teaches you how to use a condom in lanz's bag. showed it to him and he said that it wasn't his. shortly after that, he asked me not to touch his things (he didn't know that i had touched his things)." by linus

source b "lanz pulled out his tie and a packeted condom flew out and landed right below the judge. lanz kept on denying that it wasn't his. the judge saw and said 'nowadays the youngsters ar...' then after that terrence took it and lanz kept on wanting it back. linus opened the packet and the condom was wet. after the whole thing lanz pulled a long face all the way home." by rachel meng

(me, lois, esmonde, joelynn and rachel)'s inference : lanz has been using condoms. and he was so scared to let linus touch his bag because he knows that there is a condom booklet inside. and lanz kept on wanting the condom back because it was his only one today and he wanted to use it. and because it was opened that's why he was became moody.

hahas. nitez!


you live your life and i live mine || 11:00 PM

Thursday, December 02, 2004
today was a hectic day for me, as well as tomorrow. today went for choir. quite sian. luckily sam f teach, if not i very lazy to. hahas. slacking la. mrs ong called for quartet instead of octect. and lucky lanz was chosen! so diu1 lian3 la... i didn't hear anything from him. bai3 jiao1 le4 ba4. i dunno whats up with me. keep on writing chinese (yux). hahas.

then after that stayed back to practice our songs for tommorrow's competition. and it was like, nobody even cared. i screamed and shouted like crazy. and nobody listened. obviously they don't give a damn about me. anyway i'm not respected by anybody. sang like shit then they go and play captains ball and soccer. than ask them sing for one last damn time also don't want to sing properly. then after that all go and play again. i admit that i also went to join in la. fine fine, its all my fault. if we don't get into the finals (that sam f said that we will surely get in) than i'm dead.

until like 2pm then went back? reached home at 3 then played runescape. speaking of that, it makes me feel sooo mad. then i left for the youth rally thingy that pris asked me to go. toa payoh hdb hub. sat mrt until my butt hurt. hahas. songs were nice, even though i didn't know how to sing 1/5 songs. hahas. only knew one way. then got the sinner's prayer thingy again. as usual. all rallies always end with this sort of thing la. normal. anyway its good to have more people to join the Christain faith (:

ok. its getting late and i have a extra long day tomorrow. nitez!


you live your life and i live mine || 11:32 PM

Wednesday, December 01, 2004
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