Friday, August 10, 2007
one month later. hello.
cts.
enrichment week.
choir.
syf choral closing ceremony.
swim step down.
choir senior's farewell.
my cca life has ended.
oh well, time to hit the books! its been a long journey with the choir. everytime i look back, it seems as if it was just yesterday. thank you juniors, for the lovely farewell which was heartfelt. especially the basses, who splurged on us seniors! we must have been the most blessed ones! haha. i just hope that video doesn't appear on youtube. hahaha, come to think of it, if it does, other people will be at the losing end! :p but that video was crafted beautifully. together with xy's vid, all the loose ends to my embarkment were tied up.
"kaleidoscope, kaleidoscope, a world of colours and dreams..." thinking back, yj's rendition of it still cranks me up! i'm sure it was much better than that by the arrogant soloist! closing ceremony - that day marked my last official performance with the choir. i wonder whether i will continue singing in the future. perharps with negativ-? sigh. i will miss ms lim ):
judging from my various tete-a-tete-s with people, i feel like i'm not being myself. i'm just trying too hard to be someone that i am not. that's a real life struggle. it has come to the point where i am even thinking how i was before i became this person i am now. perharps i'm really introverted, but somehow 'grew' out of it, trying to mix in with everyone and stuff. and now, the 'introverted' side is haunting me, telling me that i'm not an extrovert, that i don't really fit in with everybody, that i should scram before others tell me to.
i hope this is just a late night's random feeling.
anyway, time for more happier stuff! God is with me and He'll guide me through my entire life! (: i really am thankful to Him for the results that i got for this ct! judging from my percentile, its the best so far! (: i passed my h3! haha.
ok, i'm looking forward to my mariott hotel buffet tomorrow! haha. bye.
you live your life and i live mine || 12:29 AM