Sunday, January 28, 2007
haha, in case you're wondering why the sudden appearance of posts below this one, i added it today, to record important events. (:
undoubtedly, this whole week has been extremely stressful for me. i'm sad to say it, but i think i keep on blaming choir for it. i can't believe myself - staying in the grey surroundings for a freaking 15 hours. its overwhelming, is it not? unable to understand lectures due to the lack of concentration due to the lack of sleep. i want to study. i want to do my homework. but there is insufficient time.
how am i supposed to feel when i end at 5.20pm while others end at 11.40am? is that a good reason to be more restless and tired?
how am i supposed to feel when i see my classmates going out after school at 1.20pm, while i have to stay in school to rot till 5?
how am i supposed to feel when its not my fault, but i'm still being blamed?
haha. we're all humans. so its natural for us to feel this way. i just wanna say thanks to all my real friends to listen to me when i wanna rant. i don't really like the idea of having fake friends for the sake of having company in school. its plastic.
i really hope we win talentime, and pull through syf with a good ranking.
if not all the sacrifices made will not be worth it.
you live your life and i live mine || 5:09 PM