Monday, December 18, 2006
i didn't know being a church camp group leader was going to be so serious! sigh. i've got a feeling i won't enjoy the camp at all. being allocated
to someone isn't really that exciting. second service is going through some changes too. i am not looking forward to it at all. more responsibilities and more work. i just feel like leaving...
things always start to change before the new year.the only thing i enjoy now is carolling. yes, with the choir. i guess i'm really bonded with them now. anyway, i haven't seen my classmates for 2 whole months, so yeah, things change.
sec 4 class chalet? hmm. i don't wanna go there and look like a mugger. after all, i'm in an 'uncool' jc, even though i may be proud of it. i've thought about it for a while, and i guess i wouldn't want to meet any of my classmates. the first i hear from their mouths are: "how is nj", and i would have to say what i always say. the usual response? "yes, i love it there!" yes, i really do love it. but compared to them, maybe they're better off. its really the ac culture. something that fairfield had, which i lost after being in nj for 1 year. i see them all happy and dressing up and going out most of the time, which was what i did in fairfield. but for me,
that "magic" is all gone.
all gone. hence i say, lead a new life linus.
sorry for being melancholic and most importantly, a humbug. after all, christmas is in 6 days. i dare say, church dampens the mood of christmas. i feel
pressurised, which isn't good at all.
i pledge no allegiance.
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone
you live your life and i live mine || 11:14 PM