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Thursday, November 30, 2006
i'm going to be very busy for the week, so this'll be my last post before grad night.it'll just be some of my thoughts. sorry if my english has gone haywire. its 1.
today, after the sajc workshop, negativ went to the kfc at ps to eat dinner. as usual, zr and jh were spouting their normal vulgarities. haha. while a bible study group was sitting next to us. i guess we were talking loudly about choir politics, when one of the women from the 4 member group 'shh-ed' us and gave us a grotesque look. well i was quite pissed at first, cause firstly, she had no right to do that to us. and secondly, they should go to somewhere quieter, like their church, which is most likely wmc. i just didn't like that women's attitude. anyway, i guess when i thought it through, we should have respected them and kept our volume down. but we left in the end.
this brings me to this. i know its a bit off topic, but yeah...
many christians act all holy,righteous, pious etc. some are true whereas many are not. in fact, the majority are all rotten inside, pretending to me what they are not. i find it nauseating when people who are like that are chosen to be bible study leaders and what not. well, they must first be right with God before accepting such a perilous task. just pray that they know what they're doing.
ave gratia plena, Dominus tecum.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
negativ-
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
since i haven't posted pictures in a long time, i shall now. comic relief i guess, from this emotional turbulence, convulsion, turmoil and upheaval. hahahaha.
benjamin siow, tit for tat!!!
some pics of my one day malaysia trip on the 19th. haha.
kellong! floating fish farm. so i won't give up
no i won't break down
sooner than it seems life turns around
and i will be strong
even if it all goes wrong
when i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe
someone's watching over me
no i won't break down
sooner than it seems life turns around
and i will be strong
even if it all goes wrong
when i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe
someone's watching over me
i miss you guys.thanks zee.
Monday, November 27, 2006
why why why.why must i even think about it?
royston, together with other seniors came back for choir on friday. it felt great to be standing next to him and singing. it reminded me of the days last year. days of my first encounter with the nj choir. days of wanting to be able to break the dsa contract. days when i didn't know anybody.
it was one of the rare feelings that didn't remind me about anything related to a particular someone, cause i guess i was still 'innocent' then. cause i think most of my nj memories would be drenched (or rather, soiled) with childish and ignorant mistakes which i made.
well, all the best for your fun-filled holiday,
which doesn't have me inside.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
i made this myself. reality bites.timeline of a friendship with regard to phone conversations
A's question: hey, wanna talk?
B's answer:
ok, sure, why not?
then,
yeah! i wanna talk to you too! (:
after a while,
ok, can.
after a long while,
ok, anything.
soon,
maybe for a shortwhile?
then comes,
oh, i'm busy. sorry.
finally,
we have nothing to talk about.
anyway,
it hurts.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
4everThe Veronicas
Here we are so what you gonna do?
Do I gotta spell it out for you?
I can see that you got all the plans for tonight
But I don’t really care
Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let them say what they wanna say
But tonight I just don’t really care
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you, yeah, yeah
so Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
I’ve seen it all I’ve got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me lets leave it all behind tonight
Like we just don’t care
Let me take you on the ride of your life
That’s what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say
Cause tonight I just don’t really care
Come on baby we gonna aint live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Lets pretend you’re mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh come on
Just one taste and you’ll want more
So tell me what your waiting for
Come on baby we gonna aint live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah, with you, yeah, yeah
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
have you ever loved somebody so muchhave you ever needed something so bad
you can't sleep at night
have you ever tried to find the words
but they don't come out right
have you ever been in love
been in love so bad
you'd do anything to make them understand
have you ever had someone steal your heart away
you'd give anything to make them feel the same
have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
but you don't know what to say
and you don't know where to start
have you ever found the one
you've dreamed of all of your life
you'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
only to find that one won't give their heart to you
have you ever closed your eyes and
dreamed that they were there
and all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
Friday, November 10, 2006
seems that our op fell on the same day in a different year eh hg? i took this from your blog without your permission. well, i'm reproducing it for you, so don't scold me.She looked so sweet the first time i saw her. I saw the promise of what was to come in her eyes, the optimism in her smile, and i knew i had to work hard to get her. She was all i wanted, i thought. I would be so happy with her. The weeks passed and i grew more and more enamoured with her charms. I couldn't imagine passing a week without her presence. Everything was looking good for me and her.
However the warning signs appeared after awhile. She seemed colder, more distant, unenthusiastic. Being with her became more and more an obligation and not enjoyment. After knowing her better i realised she had many unpleasant character traits which really pricked me; only a little at first, but as time passed it grew into a constant irritation at the back of my mind. What was happening to my 'one and only'? I felt betrayed.
Our relationship started deteriorating at a greater and greater pace. Harried msn chats late at night, countless hours of worrying and sleepless nights dampened my spirits and brought me to new lows. I remember clearly how we ended it. I gave her a speech, long and logical, staight to her face. And i smiled while doing it. PW and me have finally broken up, but it's ok. She was a bitch anyway.
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