Sunday, July 16, 2006
i'm tired of lying.
i'm tired of caring.
i'm tired of trying.
i'm tired of crying.
i'm tired of talking.
i'm tired of reacting.
i'm tired of listening.
i'm tired of worrying.
i'm tired of explaining.
i'm tired of understanding.
i'm tired of feelings.
i'm tired of being jealous.
i'm tired of being concerned.
i'm tired of being angry.
i'm tired of being upset.
i'm tired of false hope.
i'm tired of having sleepless nights.
i'm tired of having to find out things myself.
im tired of lies and deceit.
i'm tired of "going nowhere".
i'm tird of all the problems.
i'm tired of being like that.
change? or just give up.
maybe i'm tired of that too.
oh God, please help me.
Enter his gates with thanksgiving
and His courts with praise;
give thanks to Him and praise His name.
For the LORD is good and His love endures forever;
His faithfulness continues through all generations."
Psalm 100: 4-5
why has life become so much more complicated? its all my fault that i'm tangled up in this mess. i created it myself. i can't let anybody, even God, to pick up all of the garbage that i left behind.
all your promises will come to past.anyway, thank God that i passed biology with a C. even though i expected a higher grade, nevertheless i'm grateful! (:
tag replies;
luan; haha. thanks alot! i don't mind lehh...
roy; hey! thank you! (: i can't wait for the senior junior com outing!
mavis; yeah! i'm sure you've have a great time! (: i wanna go back to italy again.. haha. thanks!
it's hard as it is without us being left behind.
you live your life and i live mine || 9:48 PM