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Monday, July 24, 2006
choir farewell on friday was great! the buffet was yummy and the concert we put up was fabulous! 3 cheers to the 06=07 choir members! but the stupid hg had to leave before the ending. so spoiler.. anyway, to the j2 bass seniors: thanks for the mini shirt and A4 card!!! (: to royston: thanks for the book! (: all in all, it was good time spent. i missed the fairsians! hahaha.saturday's junior-senior com bbq at cheryl's house was filing and a great time of bonding! first and foremost, kudos to cheryl for hosting this event! and her parents for the delicious food! (: its a pity i didn't take any photos of the food cause you might just drool in front of your desktop. haha.
i haven't uploaded the pics onto the com yet cause i'm lazy! haha. oops. the swimming pics i promised are not up yet. another day, another day. hahaha. procrastinator me. that's why i'm in deep crap now. my EoM was due last friday and i'm rushing it now!
tata.
tag replies;
roman; your results didn't reflect what i said because you didn't give your best for this ct! thanks once again! (:
nat; haha. i never meh? anyway, i wanna see your new house!
tiffany; hey! so how was the farewell? see me embarrass myself very funny right?hahahaha. yeah. its better! (:
xiaohui; hello! hahah. you're welcome! glad to know that it was wonderful! (:
yuehhsin; hahahahahah. yo yo yo... LOL.
stella; hey, haha. okay thanks! (:
luan; eh, sunil is an indian name la! haha. found out on friendster lol. thanks! you lot always make me laugh! hahahaha.
xian; yeap i linked you already! (:
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
gp va.EoM.
choir farewell.
these things are well enough for the week.
Monday, July 17, 2006
i've got nothing more to say, nothing more to ask, nothing more to know.i'm at a loss.
but i still have faith in you. don't let me down.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
i'm tired of lying.i'm tired of caring.
i'm tired of trying.
i'm tired of crying.
i'm tired of talking.
i'm tired of reacting.
i'm tired of listening.
i'm tired of worrying.
i'm tired of explaining.
i'm tired of understanding.
i'm tired of feelings.
i'm tired of being jealous.
i'm tired of being concerned.
i'm tired of being angry.
i'm tired of being upset.
i'm tired of false hope.
i'm tired of having sleepless nights.
i'm tired of having to find out things myself.
im tired of lies and deceit.
i'm tired of "going nowhere".
i'm tird of all the problems.
i'm tired of being like that.
change? or just give up.
maybe i'm tired of that too.
oh God, please help me.
Enter his gates with thanksgiving
and His courts with praise;
give thanks to Him and praise His name.
For the LORD is good and His love endures forever;
His faithfulness continues through all generations."
Psalm 100: 4-5
why has life become so much more complicated? its all my fault that i'm tangled up in this mess. i created it myself. i can't let anybody, even God, to pick up all of the garbage that i left behind.
all your promises will come to past.
anyway, thank God that i passed biology with a C. even though i expected a higher grade, nevertheless i'm grateful! (:
tag replies;
luan; haha. thanks alot! i don't mind lehh...
roy; hey! thank you! (: i can't wait for the senior junior com outing!
mavis; yeah! i'm sure you've have a great time! (: i wanna go back to italy again.. haha. thanks!
it's hard as it is without us being left behind.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
ok. its time for a 'normal' post. haha. the swimming nationals officially ended yesterday. haha. thanks for those on my tagboard who gave me encouragements. i really appreciate it! (: haha. i got last in my heat (out of 8) but 2 people pulled out. so according to zee, technically i wasn't the last. haha. the girls got 4th overall. well done! (: good exprience overall. saw the ac and rafflesian spirit. not bad at all! am i still clinging on to the 'darn dsa' thought? sigh. thanks hg for coming to watch yesterday! (: anyway its so near your place. haha. took pics, threw people into the pool, then there was team dinner. some photos here:(its taking forever to load. shall put it up tml)and praise be to God for my ct results! its by God's grace that i could get those marks. it was really tough to handle the shitty first 2 weeks of the holidays, compounded by choir and swimming, and going out of course! haha. thank You Lord! once again You have blessed me with results that i would have not expected to get. thank You for always being there for me to entrust all my troubles and anxieties. thank You for giving me seniors and friends who are there for me and whom i can ask questions! all in all Lord, please be there for those whom i know who are disappointed with their results. make it be known to them that You are there for them and whatever the case, just give thanks to You. for the rest of the results Lord, i just leave it in your hands.
maths: 52/100 D
chemistry: 46.3/100 E
economics 61/100 B
special mention:
sophie! thanks for lending me all your precious econs notes! thanks for being proud of me and being there to spur me on! (:
roman! you science and maths expert. walking encyclopedia! thanks for answering me wherever and whenever! (:
hg! gp 100% fellow. thanks for giving me the confidence for my gp paper! (:
all the best for your prelims and the upcoming As!
ok. school life's going to be back to normal for me now that lectures are starting and swimming's over. but will it go back totally to before?
little by little,
i think we'll understand this.
little by little,
i think we'll comprehend it.
little by little,
you'll take me as i am.
ciao!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
its all about takeyou took too much.
there's nothing left inside.
i'm all used up.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
satan gave me all i wanted,but God took all of them away.
my voice is gone - withered away like a rose. i couldn't sing for worship today ):
mum and sis came back today. got new shoes and a bag! (:
band concert yesterday was funny. especially when julian did those moves! woohoo!!!! hahahaha.
life sucks. it is unfair.
Saturday, July 08, 2006
two are better than one...if one falls down,
his friend can help him up.
ecclesiastes 4:9-10
tthank you.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
argh!!! my nerves are getting to me.today's chinese oral was a piece of cake (like real) but i was comfortable, not very nervous. thank you Lord! please let it be the same as tomorrow! my competition is in 12 hours time! argh!!! my plunging is doomed la. just hope that my goggles don't fall off. i don't want to embarrass myself. haha.
to the choir com:
i'm utterly sorry that at this time of rushing for the seniors farewell, i'm always not around due to my competition. as it is, i don't think i've assumed my duty as a section leader yet. thanks xingqun, for helping me to lead sectionals these few days! (: i'll fufil my duty once my competition is over!
tag replies;
luan; i couldn't finish the part b of the essay. sickening, but anyway we're getting it back next week, enjoy our weekend! hahaha.
rachel; hahaha. its so fun! LOL.
yuehhsin; chinese was okay. thanks alot! (:
soe; heyo! gogogo!
joan; hey! saw you swim that day. you did well! omg. 3rd in heats la!
char; yeap yeap! sorry i didn't go!
hg; you help me la! i dunno how to. hahaha.
rachel; hey! thanks rachel! (:
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
heard this at your house that day. all the best girl!Break You
Marion Raven
I was your girl
Gave you my world
My everything
But you wouldn´t see
I had your back
I backed you up
Whatever I did
Was never enough
Just you
You
That's all you ever thought about
You
You
No one matters like you do
What goes around comes around
You should know by now
Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now
The palm of your hand
That was your plan
Gave me no time
But now you want mine
It's all about take
You took too much
Nothing inside
I'm all used up
Come on
You
You
Nothing else matters like you do
You know what I'm talkin' ‘bout don't you
What goes around comes around
You should know by now
Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now
On your one night stands
(should've thought about that)
Says she's just a friend
(should've thought about that)
Are you satisfied now?
(should've thought about that)
Cause you can't hold me down
Not now
I wanna thank you ‘cause now I'm free
I can breathe again and I'm never going back to you
Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way?
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now
Yeah yeah
Bet you never thought that I could break you
(Bet you never thought that I could break you)
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
but tell me who's the one who's crying now
okay. after posting the previous post, i left for my chinese oral. i was too comfortable. hahaha. hope it'll be like that tomorrow! after oral (got 10/15), then i went with ben to acsi to collect his o level cert and try his delicious canteen food. popped over to fairfield too to collect my cert, then i met fiona! haven't seen her in ages! caught up with stuff. then went to btp to play pool. haven't played in a while. the funny thing was that i bought a 3 dollar shirt to change cause i was wearing school uniform. then i had to change in the walkway cause the toilets were under renovation.
thoughts kept on coming back then.
today, i went to tp swimming complex straight. met joan, janelle and sijay. haha. went to try plunging after the first half of the competition was over. i still suck at it. oh well... had loads of fun after that...... that's another story.
anyway, i'm going back to school tomorrow for some choir practice in the morning. that's how packed i am. omg. all these, please end for me.
ciao!
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
haha. i'm only left with chinese oral now, which is what i'm currently waiting for to start.i'm using the school's laptop which needs to be returned by 11. sucky. gah, now what i'm scared of is the actual a level oral.the sunday last week was youth and missions sunday. so there was a party for the youths. had mouth-watering pizza and sinful fudge cake. mmmm, delicious! also, yinling came back for holiday! she was going back that night so my ykg wanted to go out with her. in the end, we rented spongebob squarepants the movie, and big momma's house 1 and 2, and headed to malvin's house to watch. stella's mum baked chewy sweet chocolate chip cookies. it tasted heavenly! i feel so guilty eating all these cause my nationals are coming. we only had time to watch spongebob and big momma's house 1, but nevertherless, it was good time spent. hey, cts are over anyway! all the best yinling, we'll miss you! she's only coming back during christmas.
yesterday was a hectic day for me. headed to kap for choir com meeting. then went for my piano lesson, after that, headed to soe's house for maths va. running here and there. was bushed by the time i came back.
just heard from hg that my ipod has virus. nooooooooooooo!!!!!! but my com at home is full of it, so it shouldn't be surprising. that means my camera and thumbdrive all have viruses. sickening.
ok. need to return the lappy now. ciao!
Saturday, July 01, 2006
FINALLY.well, actually there's still listening compre and oral.
and guess what? my a level chinese oral is next thursday which clashes with my competition heats.
oh, speaking about the swimming nationals, i get to skip school for 1 WEEK.
i don't wanna get back my common test results anyway.
i'm so happy now! lalalalala.
swing sling! (:
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