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Saturday, October 22, 2005
ok. i've deliberated, contemplated, calculated and excogitated. i still can't come to a decision. i'm in a dilemma once again. at first i thought i would all be ok. but when i went to ac's open house today, my mind was in a whirl. so i think i would pen (type) down my thoughts here as i keep on thinking about it and its affecting my studies drastically. i just can't concentrate!

ac's open house was fun! i mean, i was i really welcomed there. it seemed to be just going back to fairfield. its almost the same type of culture. unlike nj, where most people are from rv. and most importantly, its a Christian school! i see bible verses all over the place to encourage and spur the students, just like my kindergarden, primary and secondary schools. i've been in a Christian school ALL my life. i find that it would be a drastic change to enter a school (njc) in which Christian values are not preached openly. then, there is chapel! i would definitely miss chapel if i go njc as i've had chapel in all my schools before. how how how?

but if i go to ac, then i would be letting ms lim, my conductor, down. she helped me enter njc through the auditions i think. and would be wasting 50 bucks for the dsa test. maybe, i would also miss choir ( i was thinking of joining swimming in ac) , going to all the other countries for competitions and stuff. and definitely singing.

the worst thing is this:

If I have accepted a DSA-JC Offer and want to withdraw so that I may participate in PAE/JAE, what must I do?

You must withdraw from your DSA-JC offer no later than 5 August 2005. You must withdraw from DSA-JC by coming personally to MOE, Podium Block Level 1, Customer Service Centre.

just great. i really don't know what to do. perharps, this is a sign that God has given me that i should join nj? actually, the thought of going to nj that put my mind to ease at first was that i would join 2 ccas. choir and swimming. i think that that's a great choice but after going to ac, for some reason or another, i thought otherwise. i needed to choose only one. argh. i am just confused. i also know that 2 ccas are quite hard to handle in nj? how how how?

oh yes, i lost my handphone pouch together with a"livestrong" band at the ac open house, i feel damn lousy now. totalled maybe about 12 bucks. why am i so careless?

NJ OR AC NJ OR AC? CAN I CANCEL MY DSA?
THESE ARE THE PRESSING QUESTIONS!
my studies are affected. oh man. i'm so dead!

you live your life and i live mine || 9:48 PM

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