Thursday, October 20, 2005
i'm sinking into this endless abyss.
why am i spending so much time on friendster and msn?
why am i watching so much tv?
why aren't i studying?
i'm too occupied with something.
why? why did i ask cheryl about that in the first place?
i made my own mistake.
now i can't take my mind off it.
o's have arrived.
am i crazy to be even thinking about that?
i want to be in the highest state of euphoria.
i want to be on cloud nine.
that's only if my wish comes true.
envious.
i know i should be happy with what i have.
but.
some things are just hard to explain.
you live your life and i live mine || 9:47 PM