Sunday, May 02, 2004
going to airport to pick up my mum later... finished reading half of "the secret diary of adrain mole aged 13/1/4"...Gabriel--> sorry i nv reply to ur sms coz i have no more free ones... haha... yupZ! its a very funny and interesting book with "big n bouncy" inside.. haha... fiona revamped her blog! so cool... i wonder where she went to get the html from...
was looking through the photos of Italy... i reaLLY really want to go back... no school, no worries, have fun the whole day... i really miss the people who went there...(my frens)... i hope theres a chance when we can all meet together again... for the 1st time i want choir...
Loong put me in charge together with Joan for the choral excellence thingy... when i heard my name, i was like... what? i do not want to have like more responsibilities... nvm... its during the holidays... so i dun have any school responsibility... i still remember wad Loong said to me in Italy... "I feel that u have leadership potential, so i put u and ***** together as roomates becoz i want stephen to mix around with other people as he has been sharing room with ***** for the past 5 days"... i was like wadeva and i reluctantly agreed to the rationale given to me... i was roomates with Nic and Loong just had to spoil all the fun... no more late nights... and worse... *****was like snoring SOOOO loud ALL THROUGH the night... i couldn't even sleep... i realised that i could not share a room with Nic anymore... but, thanks to the delay at Paris, me and him went to register at the counter to share a room... haha... and ***** had to sleep by himself... thinking about sleeping with ***** make me wanna puke... argh! sick... i REALLY REALLY miss the days in Italy... but not the times when Nic n grp pissed me off...
I'm glad I made really good new frens there... eg. natalina, evangeline goh, rachel.... haha... at the table we would laugh the whole time... i really miss those moments... and i must thank them for giving an "ELLE" magazine on my b'dae which was very SIMILAR to the one i saw in Paris... haha... thanks again!
i cannot keep on dwelling on these memories as the midyr exam is like only in 5 days... it is definitely affecting me in studying (which i haven't at all)
i really like this song which i think is quite old... its by Michelle Branch
GOODBYE TO YOU
Michelle Branch
Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
We the stars fall and I lie awake
You are my shooting star
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yupz ... good bye to the memories about Italy for the time being i hope! going to dwell in my misery... ciao!
you live your life and i live mine || 4:40 PM